Friday, June 2

Baptised

Baptized Current mood: curious Category: Religion and Philosophy
I am being water baptized on Saturday! I know its weird to some but I am so excited. This does not mean I am a bible thumper. It means I am just dedicating my purpose. Some will understand and some wont. But I do! So let me have it guys what do u think?



I really want to know.

Tuesday, May 30

I SAID: I'd alway's be a kid........ I will in so many ways
I WANT: to go to Hawaii ...... with no kids!
I WISH: for financial independence.
I HATE: liars and people who only talk about themselves
I MISS: my grandparents in Idaho
I FEAR: falling back into a life I once loved and now know better
I HEAR: my husband say I love you
I WONDER: Will my daughter be just like me
I REGRET: ever doing the drugs I did for so long.
I AM NOT: a liar or weak
I DANCE: with my clothes on
I SING: in the car
I CRY: hardly ever
I AM NOT ALWAYS: strong but I am stronger than I once was
I MADE: the right decision to be a stay at home wife, and a happy one
WRITE: lists it makes me feel accomplished
GOAL: Quit smoking
1st thing: I wake up happy and smiling but groggy and looking for coffee

Tag to everyone who reads this

My weekend.

This weekend was just great! Fro mthe black bear to the no responsibilities. My aunt has been doing a memorial day weekend get together for years and years but this was my first weekend. my whole family was happy! We had a stressful day one day but for the most part we just dealt. I didnt know what I was missing. luckily we pulled it together at the last minute and it was wonderful. My huband found a place with travis and I had Chrystal and everyone else. My dad and Aunt had a little thing but none of buisness. because I am making it that way. What I learned this weekend was just let it go. When you love someone unconditionally thats exactly what it means.